So tomorrow I have a court appearance about the accident I had last month and I’m really terrified, plus I feel awful because I forgot to let my boss know that I’d be in late until the last minute, plus I still couldn’t be sure how late I’d be.
Plus I’m *supposed* to be on jury duty every Tuesday from July until November, and I need to get out of it because I have group therapy on Tuesdays, I don’t have reliable transportation, and of course I don’t want to ask for Tuesdays off from work. But you can’t get out of jury duty without going through a lot of red tape, so I’m not sure if I’m excused, and if I’m not, I’m not sure how to get excused. And I’m afraid I’ll get in big legal trouble for thinking I’m excused if I’m not.
Plus having a cold is messing with my appetite, which is messing with my intake, which is messing with my body image, which is messing with my whole outlook on life. And I’m just in this mood where I want to whine about how much I hate gaining weight and how uncomfortable I am with my body and how much food I’ve been eating, but at the same time I feel like everyone is judging me for eating more than usual, so I don’t want to bring it up (and I know everyone is getting tired of my fat talk anyway).
So yeah. That’s my life.
Going to the store, going to get some kale
- 15-year-old me: MOM I'm practically an ADULT ugggh you never let me do ANYTHING in olden times i could get MARRIED *eye roll into another dimension*
- me now: for my birthday i want food and to stay on your health insurance